THE happy memories

I have been telling myself it is just this time in the month when one would feel so low and prone to be sentimental I guess. I try to tell myself not to let it get me well this senti dust that seems to be in the air tonight and I think I really am actually not up to needing any depression treatments yet. Not depressed just sentimental. I was looking into the baby photos of the lil boy and I found myself feeling sentimental and there is a part of me while I cherish everything, I feel sad somehow that the lil boy is growing up fast. I need to really blog on my memories of my lil boy’s life more as he grows before I forget all the details. So in the future, I’ll happily cherish and recall the happy memories of my dear lil boy not just with photos.

Finally gave in to temptation and had food delivered this late at night. We just had McDo delivery but I lost control since I really ordered the sundae hot fudge plus an upsized coke for drinks and double cheeseburger. I was actually craving earlier for a pasta dish but the small resto that makes it has no delivery and I am trying not to go out at night with just the lil boy and me. Hubby came home and instantly accommodated my request and called for food delivery. Maybe he was hungry too and he almost reminded me what about those fat burning pills I was thinking about and also the diet I was supposed to follow. Okay I had no dinner yet so forgive me this time that I gave in. I had not done any exercise today and it makes me quite guilty but I just want some comfort food. I hope I can burn out more fats tomorrow and try not to give in anymore to any food craving. Okay wish me luck!